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Sea of Flesh & Asphalt

by Rat Heaven

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1.
Flesh Mess 04:16
Go down the street so I can pick me up It’s not me, just timing and bad luck So much fun and I don’t even try Why oh why won’t my carpet fly? Oh why oh why, won’t my carpet fly? Oh all the birds Oh all the birds Oh all the birds All the birds in the world Take flight as I walk with my hands in the air Like a boy who thinks he’s a girl Oh all the beautiful birds They melt into terrible words The birds and the bees and the pain and disease I’m ripping in three, can I kill myself please? You’d like that so I’ll stay alive And watch you go This flesh mess thrives I can’t stop sweating Who keeps on wetting The bed it’s upsetting Please stop forgetting Fish people getting Gifts for the wedding Now I’m regretting This shit, so depressing Muscles are flexing Skin won’t stop stretching These demons oppressing Whispers and yelling Why are they staring? They must be preparing The children, I’m scaring My friends are still caring Where would you go inside of your head? How can you dream while out of your bed? Skin has been shed was it something I said? Maybe it’s me or maybe we’re dead My oh fucking my, I made this carpet fly My oh fucking my, I made this carpet fly I can’t even die, Even when I try Please don’t ask me why You’ll blow my disguise.
2.
Sunshine burns my skin. Flowers give me a rash. Can I come inside? What's that I hear? Climax will be reached. Let me in your ears. Vibrations of the larynx. Soundwaves of pleasure. I wish to unload this "loot" I call "treasure." Handcuff me to the bed. Tickle me until I pee. I want to bathe in you. I want you inside me. Dance on these graves. Dig them up as we please. Let out a screech. Roll around in disease. I want to know what it is to die. Sunshine and flowers, thy power is mine.
3.
User Mask 02:35
Believe if you must, bleed Breathe in the dust, relieve Death of a skin cell In science I trust, creep Exit the body The host has been naughty Sex always sells, hell It's Lucifer call me, 666 Stay in the lines They'll ask you to sign, blind These are the times When color's a crime, crime Earth is my playground My heart starts to pound, see No children around, flee Compression the sound, sleep What would you do If your chick was a dude With a dick and a 'tude Who would cut yours off just to get in the mood? I'd be like fuck that shit That shit was rude Creep is the way that I walk down the street Creep is the way that I beat off my meat feet Creep is the sound and not what you see, creep Creep is the name that she bestowed upon me Creep when I'm in your backyard tonight Don't check your closet, I'm out of sight, alright Out of mind when you're in the light I'm night, you fell asleep and I don't fright I can see Everything Head into town with yours on my face You ain't seen shit but you know the taste So motherfucking cold I'm outer space bitch You've never been there but you know the place shit I already felt what it's like to die right I've been there and back on the other side I might try to run or find a place to hide Night time is the time when it's time to ride tight Sacrificial ritual Not addictive, habitual Smoking medicinal Making your grave a ditch you know Face is peeling, losing feeling I'm teething, keep breathing Cuz It's all downhill when I'm in the zone My reactions slow like a dial tone I turn off the lights when I'm at home Cuz it's easier to hide when I'm alone But creeping this hard is a mystery, see I'm going back through deleting history like AHHHHHHHH DELETE
4.
Popped an adderall, thought I memorized the dictionary. You wanna see something scary? I'll take my pants off if you dare me. Double dog, triple dog Fuck what you know I got a catalog of useless information That's broadcasting on all stations Of my brainwaves, got it saved, I'll surf that shit till I'm in my grave. You know the table of contents It's common fucking sense to me. I see you looking around for Astronomy, now stop. Page 63. Masters hanging from the rafter 'cause we lasted through disaster So now we control the latter Splattered brains are what we're after. Vengeance all I breathe Reoccurring till I leave This wretched place you call a base of operations Play it safe. No, no, NO. Know too much Know the enemy So antennae me and remedy My mind till it bleeds melodies I'm committing audio felonies. 'Sup? I turned 25 into a whole lifetime. Popped an adderall, thought I memorized the phonebook. Take a look, see what I took; All gold doubloons, got pirate-hooked. I'm on that eye-patch crime-spree You cannot see what I see. I got vision like a Hawk King, Stephen on the block. What? Riding through town in the Secret Trans-Am With the fam goin ham oh fuck god damn Went straight to hell won't hit the shelves oh well Can't sell what you won't tell Ya'll make me sick throw up on your dick Just spit so hard you loose your shit Don't stop don't quit that's it that's it Just take a sip open up drip drip. That's juicy.
5.
Girls 2 the front. Electric girl power, check your watch for the hour. It's been three days and I don't need a shower. I can wash off in the rain, fucking up the game. You think it's fucking gross, but it's all the same. Girls 2 the front. We could give a couple fucks but it would probably suck. (All the girls to the front, we be fucking it up.) You never hear me out like a trout in a drought. (Your words in my mouth; that's not what I'm about.) Girls 2 the front. Another four shots in the hotel suite. Stumbling around but I'm keeping the beat. Drank a 40 ounce of Olde E, I don't know If I know me But if you wanna try to show me Fuck right off, you can blow me. Me and all my girls, we be hitting the streets in that Secret Trans-Am with the super beat. Girls 2 the front.
6.
Nap Artist 03:24
Only fourteen days til I get paid Can you wake before the sun? Overworked, now you’re done We thought you have no intellect So here’s the money that was left… Nothing. You won’t sleep You won’t eat You won’t dream Welcome to the team That noise Those machines They replaced thoughts They crushed all of my dreams Two whole years As I stand here Waiting to explode Human Beyond help fuck it Beyond help fuck it Beyond fuck it Fuck it They smirk as I pass I shudder as they gasp Running naked through the door Leave them bleeding on the floor I can’t come into work, I’m sick You can’t fire me, I quit Fuckers Only fourteen days til I get paid Nap artist I’m falling asleep Caught you by surprise It’s your birthday, now die Carcass, crawl all the way Into the ground there you stay, not a sound These are dark times You remain unaware You’re not scared Not yet For you there’s no future I’m already there, you know where I’ll dance when I’m dead Sadly, the last thing you said How could you leave me all alone fucking lost in your home? Rip my head from the seam Drenched in sweat, fever dream I’m just a slave to myself and my lucid regime Who’s that man moving over shoulder, petting boulders, grinning colder, growing older, organizing all the folders? It’s not me, but I still won’t be the one feeding your cretin kids meth disguised as coke and ecstasy, that’s next to me Spit guard won’t protect you It’s you who I’m next to Listen fuck, I said you’re next dude Final sound what you’re neck do Only fourteen days til I get paid
7.
  06:06
Can you hear it? Maybe not. I seek the true ones out in vacant lots In a midnight cape on a midsummer day Don't ask me fucking questions Burning holes in my brain. Seek and destroy; there is no other way. Sever the cord, create a carcass case I have no stake in your reality, no face in all this gravity I'm carving out my own space. I cannot thrive in this place I'm dead.
8.
Daydreamz 04:29
Don't ask me where I'm going, I don't even know. A place when I was growing I called my home. It's on the 84 to nowhere. I'd say more but I don't care like I did. I hadn't seen my mother in over half a year. I wonder if she knows my brother cried away his fears One last time before he learns to fight Don't know who will sleep tonight. I daydream Daydreamz.
9.
This is it Fuck you all I’m headed down the 84 No one picked up the call If I decide to end my life It’s all your fucking fault Stay indoors where it’s warm Shut me out but you’ve been warned You’ll see a lot of me Once I assume my final form Don’t terminate the lease Truthfully, I’m telling lies Residing 30 miles east The way the crow flies I buried treasure No map In the pitch black Lens cap Cutting room Knapsack Take 2 steps and take it back It’s fact I’m huffing hard on the paint And If I don’t have to hear it, take another just to faint A heavy breath precedes death til the heart explodes out of its chest Freedom, freedom Fork the tongue, fuck the face, space out in the fireplace Hang it from the rear view so I can’t see past the taste With my left hand at midnight I’m rolling through the light Ghost riding out of sight Creep bitch you know the type I’m on the overpass, under bite Pass it to the right I gave you ash out of spite Broken glass, crack pipe Bloody spit, when I’m speaking All your copied files leaking Ain’t a thing that you can do I’m in your windows, tom peeping It’s the cold-blooded, heat seeking What was that, stairs creaking Breathe in the smog Exhale By silence and default It’s all of our faults For you we leave a sea of flesh and asphalt Are you afraid of open water? Do you fear the highest heights? Can you smell the sweat drip off my face When I turn out all the lights? Do you feel the weight of a dying sun When you fall and trip trying to run? Despite drip drying, you’re all but done Your blood runs cold, it freezes The process has begun The final vile wretched birth marks the end and we become So much less than next to none Oh, omniscient entity It’s me, the feminine, the creep Shaped by the shapeless A taste for the faceless In basements, try to forget what my name is Beyond flesh Levitate Beneath concrete We congregate Euphoric state Ancient ways They never end, they lie and wait First the prey now the bait So go ahead Mark the words I never said You’ll only quote me once I’m dead Scratch it on a note card, archive the rest Reset the health bar, to die a mess Ignite the second world with my Raskolnikov cocktail
10.
Hang me upside-down Majestic waterfalls of my insides gone out and about Feed me your life. Bleed down to the sewers where the unseen congregate We love our home where we purge the old and dying. Don't touch me there. The embryotic liquid cannot be wasted. Pop goes the weasel in the place of fluid vibrations. I love you. I am you. Let us dance and paint our brains on the walls they built around us. We shall teach them.
11.
Lids off the eyes Let out a sigh Today’s not the day and You’ll never know why Wake Too late for the rest Gripped by that feeling Your bright eyes depressed Head down, you walk You don’t want to talk Freedom is only A couple more blocks No I won’t commit I guess I’ll just wait here So we can’t exist Cut off your arm When you come around it's always me, me, me and we're getting pretty tired of it quick Man, I think you need to chill, smoke weed You're stressing pretty hard, you gotta quit I really need to leave, fall asleep 'Cause I think I'm gonna die, can't even speak Leave me on the ground, there I bleed Your god is dead No? I won’t commit I guess I’ll just wait here So we can’t exist
12.
Rok n Roll 05:32
I’m on a cloud of crystal static I’m on a cloud of crystal static I just do what the lightning bolt says What the lightning bolt says What the lightning bolt says What the lightning bolt says What the lightning bolt ------------------------------------------- Click it, through the window Detect the light, collect and go See me eat the battery Toxic shock post flattery When I rail it off the upper deck Feel it burn inside my neck Negative FX Can’t take the heat Process repeat Click it, through the window Detect the light, collect and go See me eat the battery Toxic shock post flattery When I rail it off the upper deck Feel it burn inside my neck Negative FX Can’t take the heat Process repeat Remove the legs below the knees Cut the power Cut the feed God is dead, no one can stop me God is dead, no one can stop me Negative effects Can’t take the heat Process repeat Remove the legs below the knees I’m jesus christ bitch
13.
Losing 04:11
I’ve been around the world mentally Moved out of town physically, to the city Spiritually I’m empty Fill me up with whiskey Pease, I hope you don’t miss me ‘cause The amount I think of you is pretty close to zero <3 You can find me in the trees Screaming on my knees They think it’s something of disease, how sweet I hope they name it after me, you see There’s only room for me to breathe, Stop it now, please decease Sacrifice yourself to my cult of personality My hands are still shaking, even crying while I’m writing this They’ve been calling me a faggot ever since the year 2006 It feels so good to lose you should try it, tie a noose The chair collapsed beneath your weight While you were stepping down too bad for you That’s good for me, reclaim my three-legged seat If it gets too bloody hot for you just fuck right off and grab your meat And squeeze I can’t sing it’s not fine, I’m losing all the time I’m eating every head and shoulder ‘cause I'm itchy and I'm dirty Sporting hair on my dick, can't give a fuck, no worries Learning how to level up, aluminum bat in the pickup truck You say it's luck ‘cause you fucks suck So I'm screaming batter up You're sleeping on the job, I break away from the pack I got 20 death sticks in the sack I think it's whack That you say you're anti-gomment But your dually’s flying old Dixie, bring her here, I’m fuckin’ it Last exit, just passed it, Heating up, about to relapse. It ain't a suicide it's your life, no relax. Call me in, IED In the center of this rap scene Watch this punk bitch spit fire, kerosene Fuck a gold watch fuck a gold ring Fuck a gold chain, you’re feeling blue balls, no brain Think before you speak, easy does it down to drink On some underground shit if you can smell it, clogged sink Puking on the carpet no security deposit Found some meaning in this life, shit, fucking lost it I can’t sing it’s not fine, I’m losing all the time I can’t say it’s all fine, I’m losing all the time

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released December 13, 2014

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